From Her Perspective: Bumble Bee
uh NOTE: Bumble Bee is my current main, but by no means are we committed to one another. She is a blogger, as in she has her own website(s), so I asked her to write something from her perspective. It was originally over 2,800 words so I had to cut it down, but if you’d like to read the full unedited thing, I included a link to it below the entry.
I swear fantasizing about this man is ridiculous. Throughout various moments of my day, I think about if and when I get to see him. Of course he tells me I get more of his time then any others right now, but that’s not totally soothing, yet I’ve learned to accept it because even after I realized the FULL truth about him…I’m still here. I don’t care about the other chicks because there’s no competition to me. Not to say they don’t have any worth, but I refuse to fight for something that also fights back with me on how much of his heart he’s ready to let me access.
Something about when he’s around me seems to make it hard to focus on his face because I’m too busy trying to occupy his private space with my face. I remember we were at the movies and it was something I had already seen and wasn’t interested in seeing it again, but since he forced (lol) the movie on me, I decided I was gonna enjoy it. Make the best of every moment ladies, that’s my motto. So what my silly self do? I lay my head in his lap and ask if I could tongue kiss it. He told me I know the right things to say, but I don’t think he thought I was really going to do it. Silly rabbit, tricks are for kids. Why get something from the concession stand when he was my soft drink; sucking on his straw…waiting on the fluids to rise and quenching my thirst. I started tracing it with my hands while I unbuckled, unbuttoned, and unzip his pants and pulled out a snickers that I’ve never been so happy to place on my tongue. (mentally thinking about how he says I don’t have a gag reflex…that’s funny). Though needless to say he was gripping my ass and squirming and close to making too loud reactions so he said I had to stop. I kept going for a second but then I figured the jacket that was covering enough where you could see my head but couldn’t tell what I was doing…i probably should because he let out a moan that shocked me. He might not have been able to cum at that moment but atleast I made him feel good and that’s my goal. I’m still gonna get on it and make him cum AS SOON AS THAT MOVIE WAS OVER AND WE ARE SOMEWHERE THAT HE CAN HOWL AT THE MOON!
I know one day we seemed to be letting each other go and then he asked me to come to his job for a makeup hug. He had already deleted my number, so I took that to mean not to expect anything but a nice conversation about caring for one another and being friends. Then he pulled a cat out of the hat…literally…my kitty out my clothes. Okay, I’m slightly fronting. He asked me could he lick on my clit and I was thinking “why he wanna tempt himself. he is not going to get the pussy. we are gonna remain friends dammit.” Yet after he had me on that office desk having me close to a climaxxx and I’m mistakenly pressing buttons on keyboards and printers (smh) he drew back and grabbed his pants. I ain’t never seen an erection bulge out of a pair of pants so evident. I mean it looked like a rocket was set to launch out into space but it ended up in my “space” minus the “sp” and adding an “f”.
Now he know he was wrong for that. I tried my hardest not to and he ended up grabbing me up and sliding inside of me. Ever seen a grown woman exhale after she realized everything is going to be okay? Makes no sense. So there we are with me on his hips bouncing, then I ended up bent over the desk with him grabbing my hair and smacking my ass and I damn near passed out. BTW…have you ever had sex by a computer and started gripping the closest thing around? Instead of ripping sheets your ripping into keys and balling up paper. LOL! I had to taste it before he exploded so while I was throwing it back, I stopped and spinned around and dropped low so I can dive my head into his pot of gold. He grabbed my head and I think he forgot which lips he was thrusting inside of, but I LOVE IT LIKE THIS! Choke me with it, Daddy! Another motto. Then he pulled me back up and turned me back around and slid back inside talking about how wet I was. Truth is, he keeps me this wet. I’m sure other chicks can testify to it. If not, I MUST BE SPECIAL because whatever it is about him, there’s a puddle to step into everytime he’s around so by the time he touches it, it’s ready for him to swim in.
Lately he’s gotten to where he seems not to be able to fake when he’s about to bust a nut through my back or out my mouth through the passage of my coochie. He just pushes me off him or tell me to stop cheating or something. It’s adorable. It arouses me even more so I continue to bounce and grind on the head until HE cheats and drills me. I swear I can feel him caressing my navel and knocking at my chest cavity. He’s a deadly weapon when he’s full force hard and the blood is rushing making him thicker. It’s an unlucky, yet lucky feeling that’s he usually that way…atleast with me. I be having to catch myself from screaming out “I LOVE YOUs” because he be killing it and when I grab the back of a man’s neck an in position then that means I’m starting to feel the passion in my heart. I’m so soulful, and when he’s slow grinding from the back while my legs are closed gribbing and spreading my ass apart………..It’s like heaven……If it ain’t love I feel, then someone tell me what it is because if it was anything else…he would’ve last this long because the things I tolerate of him…I don’t of any others in my past whether I’ve sexed them or not.
Just the other night, we were layin with each other and getting it in when the neighbor texted me and said “for once, it’s not sex I hear”. He’s always saying something to me about my sexcapades with Undresser. Literally, my neighbor know his guvment name better then chicks that Undresser runs into…LOL. He tells me that it used to be a time where he could sleep…now when he comes home and sees Undresser’s car, he says he might as well prepare himself to hear me getting it in throughout the night and morning. HAHA! He even was disappointed that he had a chick over one night and he was waiting for me to have Undresser over so we could battle BUT he said Undresser car never came that night. How childish! Undresser said something about it reminded him of a blog about Room Wars. Been meaning to read that since he mentioned it. I barely read his blogs because I don’t like it when he starts to speak to passionate about being with someone else. I navigate away from the blog when it starts to get that way. LOL! Hey, whatever…I’m REAL!
Other then these great moments in the car, in the park, in my other house in an upstairs room, at work, in a place we should’ve been, in the movies, etc. with handcuffs, whipcream, cameras, video cameras, head with gum in my mouth, etc. we still have better ones talking to each other and getting to know each other while sitting up in the sunshine or laying down at moonrise. I’ve come to where I’ve accepted his mains, and randoms, and all that other BS because essentially, he’s not ready for me. Not the kind of female that I am. Not yet, but he can’t be surprised if I up tell him “Daddy’s home”. Undresser does not equal Daddy. He’s my ex and bestfriend but he’s the closet willing decision (from a guy) to my heart and I shall not settle for the kind of title Undresser feels is a good title to have based on what he usually gives out. So when I come to the conclusion that “Daddy’s home” then that’s the day Undresser holds no power over me. Not just my pussy, or “box” but everything else that makes up “ME” that he seems to have access to. Not to say I want that day to happen, but if he’s not trying to have ONLY me, then he can’t be surprised when the fun run is over. Blame yourself.
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58 Comments
7/5/2010
This is a clear cut case of DICKmatized, IMO. But if she says it’s “love” then I’m in no position to argue.
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7/5/2010
I just want to say that “I be having to catch myself ” is not correct American English at all. Thank You.
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7/5/2010
Well damn (Gucci Mane voice)That was long but lmao at the fact that I thought he surprised her with a kitten, lol I was like AWWW, heheheee
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July 5th, 2010 at 12:17 pm
lol @ Pink.
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7/5/2010
Wow, that was almost painful to read, DPS at work for you, but I digress. I don’t understand how a woman who values her body and health would be with UH after they found out about this blog, or are told that he’s not exclusive with them. Funny how this girl claims to be “real” but when the blog gets too real about UH’s lifestyle she doesn’t want to read it. Guess that’s too big a dose of reality for her.
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July 5th, 2010 at 12:17 pm
I haven’t had a girl yet, besides Feds, who I messed with and still wanted to read this blog after we hooked up. I know I would NEVER, EVER want to read, hear, or talk about any woman (from jumpoff to main) having sex with another dude. Now I’m just trying to figure out who I know that says “I digress”….lol. As far as health concerns, BB goes to the doctor more than any woman I’ve ever met (except L) and she’s never once had anything since she’s been messing with me, although, I gotta keep it “real”….that’s more so luck on my end than strategical planning.
Oh yea, excuse me, but I attended DPS and I write just fine….atleast so I thought.
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July 5th, 2010 at 12:36 pm
I think more than anything else the fact she seems so eager to dome you up all the time KNOWING damn well that d aint just hers is what’s making me sick. You got her sprung off your Snickers Bar UH lol
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July 5th, 2010 at 2:06 pm
in that case…that’s a lot of women. Out of sight, out of mind maybe? The issue for the main usually comes in where she wants to see me and I’m doing something else (assuming I’m with another woman) and I won’t leave her to come see her. I don’t remember if that happened with BB yet. Poitree doesn’t like that she’s my main (she’s a loyal Bubbles fan), but she’s constantly “proving” herself everyday…and when my shit was in the tow yard…she came through with the quickness. It’s the same thing when I first met her and she was going out on dates damn never everyday (she probably still does)…and she used to put it on her facebook. I didn’t want to see that shit, so I just stopped going to it. I just know, when I want her, I get her….and that’s a lot.
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7/5/2010
LMAO@pink…that would have been sweet…ROTF
firstly…nice heels lol…she’s definitely into sexing you, but atleast she says its not just that…possibly…maybe…who knows but you two…that ish was long as hell…LMAO…but your blog is mostly about sex, so I can see why she’d write moreso on that side then on the side that tells everything about you two off sex…might have some jealous…who knows…you did say once that your other main didn’t like that you were being with Bumble Bee as much or something you were saying…tell you what…she’s descriptive as hell…lol
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7/5/2010
Come on Son…i hear you there…how can you still be inlove after that?…but i’ve heard worst…smh…though a tiny 2 cent of credit goes towards her not fully knowing about his blog in the beginning…just afterwards reading it to enjoy is isn’t something i’d wanna know either if i was in her situation…who’d enjoy that that has feelings?…she DOES need to get those feelings in check though……ah well…like BB said…enjoy it while you can Undresser
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7/5/2010
LONG post , wasn’t really a fan ov it bekuhs ov the way she jumped around . BUT i know what she means . i had someone that i knew i wasn’t exclusive w| & knew that he had other women . but they weren’t my concern i just knew that when i had him i enjoyed him in every aspect & then ii grew up & realized that i was caught up on “that” feeling he was giving me . and LMAO @ “He asked me could he lick on my clit” that is an EVIL DIRTY TRICK . lol!
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7/5/2010
& oh yeah her shoes are BAD ! i’m curious tho , why do you call her bumble bee .? idr the post on how she got her name .
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July 5th, 2010 at 6:23 pm
well, I don’t call her that…that’s just her name on the blog. But the name came from an outfit she wore….or was supposed to wear.
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7/5/2010
That was boring….
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July 9th, 2010 at 2:52 pm
your post is unnecessary!
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7/5/2010
That was extremely long….WOW!!!! Slim is delusional, and her value for herself is shot to shyt…But i have to tip my hat to you UH, for you have this chick totally smitten with you and she’s willing to deal with the fact that ya’ll don’t have a commited realtionship…That “SNICKERS” of yours is deadly and should come with a CAUTION sign….Shawty needs to sit on a psychologist sofa and divulge the reason’s why she has allowed herself to become so enthralled with a man who will NEVER be hers fully…..WOW @ shm is all i can say and do…
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July 5th, 2010 at 6:24 pm
never is a strong word. But you call it how you see it…clearly not the first time a girl wrote a blog like this with the same tone…
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July 5th, 2010 at 8:47 pm
YOU KNOW I READ YOU ALL THE TIME, AND I NEVER PICKED THE SAME VIBES FROM THE OTHERS THAT I DO FROM HER…LIKE I’M PRETTY SURE YOU TASTE GREAT, BUT WHAT IS HER DEAL WITH CONSTANTLY WANTING YOU IN HER MOUTH? SHE SEEMS A DESPERATE, AND SHE IS MOST DEFINETLY S.P.R.U.N.G
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July 6th, 2010 at 2:03 pm
well if there is one thing I think she’s not….it’s desperate. Niggas trail her like…..shit doesn’t make sense.
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July 6th, 2010 at 6:10 pm
SO TRUSTING THAT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU’RE DOING….SHAWTY JUST SOUNDS A LITTLE GLEN CLOSE FOR ME….
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July 10th, 2010 at 8:53 am
yes. lol. this too. drama is forthcoming…i feel it…
7/5/2010
Someones decieving themselves here…..I’ve been there…as long as she has a aspot in her “box” for the undresser…there will be no daddy coming home…u may try..but this blog clearly states in so many ways. That she cares more and maybe he does to than either one may admit….thatisall
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7/5/2010
I’m going to have to agree with “come on son” here. Although I doubt her health is at risk messing with the undresser( not that I recommend her descision, either)I have call into question her sanity. On the one hand, she says she is not going to fight for your affection but in the next breath says she can’t stop thinking about you cuz your stroke makes her want to drop the L bomb on a regular basis. I’m a little confused :s
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July 6th, 2010 at 2:03 pm
good point.
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7/5/2010
damn you got a main madd quick where was I? I dont know what UH has but it must be crack! i dont know how many times we must say this but EVERYONE has met their own personal UH before. Whether you want to admit it or not, there are things that you will do for a man and DONT confess to anyone. I like her she seems cool, but pls go get JABS or BUBBLES back I miss them lmao
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July 6th, 2010 at 2:02 pm
@Ash…mains are automatic….just means the woman I spend the most time with. BlackBerry was my main for a minute, until I found out she was a professional liar. It got to the point I couldn’t believe anything she said. Can’t live like that…
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7/6/2010
Since BB is a blogger what’s her blogging website? I must commend her on being honest with herself. Most women would be in denial about how they feel about an individual that isn’t completely theirs. Yes she maybe sprung but I’m sure she knows it. Also who would want to hear about someone they’re catching feelings for speak and write about who they’re humping and showing affection towards. She knows the deal so it is out of sight out of mind.
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July 6th, 2010 at 2:04 pm
@coco….real. truth. YUP.
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July 8th, 2010 at 2:31 pm
thanx cocobeans. Email this address and I’ll send you my blog. that also goes for anyone else that wants to read mines.
MissJL1982@yahoo.com
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7/6/2010
Quick warning: Please dont hurt her. As deep in as she seems she may have a “.Waiting to Exhale.” moment on all of your possessions. And it is unnatural how often she wishes to taste you. Oh and would you all stop complaining it wasnt that long. (Then again I went to Renaissance so no read seems too long)
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July 6th, 2010 at 2:06 pm
Renaissance….Detroit Renaissance? No woman that I’ve messed with would dare, lol. Simply because of what I do for a living….girls already know, shit will turn VERY bad for your professional life very fast.
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July 7th, 2010 at 12:55 am
Yes Detroit Renaissance. And lol I hope your right because she may be a bit too deep.
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July 7th, 2010 at 12:02 pm
ehh, I doubt it. She seems to love quite a few dudes.
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July 7th, 2010 at 1:12 pm
Oh. She’s one of those. In that case do you and have fun. lol.
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July 8th, 2010 at 2:18 pm
do i now?…lol…smh@you
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7/6/2010
She’ll learn one day. I see drama in your future, UH.
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7/6/2010
Eh… I’m not convinced UH. I see feelings on her side, and we all know that never ends well… But hey, if she’s able to deal with the bull, so be it.
I also sensed cockiness. Girl, it’s not like he ONLY does that stuff with/to you, so just take it easy. Lol
But yeah, guess it’s fun while it lasts.
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7/6/2010
Couldn’t read it all, too desperate. If your not important enough to be the only one then your just wasting your time. I would never reduce myself to sucking some mans funky dick that he sticks in any female that catches his eye. No man has ever been worth me whoring myself out. I hope she wakes up soon, life is too short…
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July 6th, 2010 at 2:08 pm
my penis is not funky that you very much!!! lol. And a lot of females have caught my eye….then they spoke….. PURSUIT OVER.
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July 7th, 2010 at 12:15 pm
Im sure it smells great sweetie lol but giving a man the pleasure of my tongue when he can’t even keep faithful to me is a no no. Which is why other women who respect themselves have a husband and she just has jumpoff status.
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July 7th, 2010 at 12:36 pm
lol, what does having a husband mean? I know a bunch of wives who have husbands….and their husbands have jumpoffs and/or full fledged mistresses. Other women are “jumpoffs” and don’t know. I see NOTHING wrong with how you say you operate, no sex (oral or otherwise) with a man who is not committed to you…but being married is not some sign of success in life. It’s a sign that two people said yes to a question.
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7/6/2010
I understand how BB feel about UH. From my unerstanding he has a way with women. BB don’t you think this is a little to extreme. Do you really think your the only one he’s not using some sort of protection with? @UH you should totally be ashamed of yourself. Germs spread terribly from the mouth, just throwing things out there. Two thumbs up to you both. Seems like you have a lot of fun together.
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7/6/2010
Wow…it was hard to read, not because it was long. But because it was so corny.
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7/7/2010
*smh*
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Delusional.
Stupid is one thing. Hell i’ve been stupid for a man/a dick. But this is delusion at its best.
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And its not that I’m a loyal Bubbles fan, UH. Something just doesn’t sit right with me. Hasn’t since the beginning. Can’t put my finger on it…but when I figure it out, you know I’m coming straight to you. I haven’t had a wrong feeling yet. The Virgin…Blackberry…one here and there. I told you what would happen and it did. You never listen to me. Stop listening to your DICK and listen to my words. I wouldn’t tell you nothing wrong…
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Meanwhile…I think we’re still on a break up because I haven’t heard your voice today. Hmpf.
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July 7th, 2010 at 12:03 pm
lol, you’ve been wrong about 6 or 7 girls. The only ones you were right about were ones I was right about too…The Virgin was the 3rd worst ever, so that was a freak accident. Blackberry was good to me, she was just a compulsive liar.
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July 7th, 2010 at 5:59 pm
6 or 7 out of how many though? LOL.
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7/7/2010
this is not the first, or last, time someone devotes themself to another who isn’t theirs. As long as she is happy, then hey do you. I’m pretty sure she isnlt going in blind. She knows what she’s into and if she feels she can handle it, who am I to tell her different?
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July 8th, 2010 at 12:23 am
I totally agree….
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7/8/2010
I should’ve been keeping up with this, that way my response wouldn’t be so long…my bad folks…but here we go…
Undresser and I are not a “met” match. Only thing that we have in common (as far as character is concerned) is that we both love sex, we’re spontaneous, hate arguing and drama, like being photographed and taped, and we both write blogs. Otherwise, Undresser is on a planet all his own. I’m not sleeping around, I’m not letting anyone even eat the box, etc. AND I WAS DOING THAT BEFORE UNDRESSER CAME ALONG with plenty of fellas after me from new fellas, current fellas, past fellas, and fellas that haven’t even met me yet. I could have picked any of them. I could’ve just given into DADDY but somehow I gave into Undresser and I’m not regretting it. Do I date around? I used to back in April when he and I first met, but now if I go on a date, it’s usually with DADDY and funny how DADDY capitilizes on the moment when Undresser messes up which hasn’t been too many times. How does he mess up? Passing on me to see some newbie for his backup plan or to cater to his mains that’s sour about him being with me so much. Yet Daddy and I just go out, talk, and laugh…HE DOESN’T GET IN MY BOX!
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7/8/2010
Yes, I love giving Undresser head. What’s wrong with that? I do understand the ones that say they don’t agree with it because of who Undresser is, but for those that’s just saying it’s unnatural because I enjoy doing it and you don’t crave your dude like that…your issue, my pleasure…i don’t expect ya’ll to understand. Anything that pleases him is what I love to do for him whether it’s head, cooking, letting him here my voice for the day (his request), giving him a hug (his request), helping him out with something, getting him out of a bind, massaging his back, letting him grab my ass, having fun in spontaneous areas, etc. etc. etc.. I’M ON IT! Before a man can visualize himeself with you forever, you have to show him what it’s like to be with you. You show him what it’s like to be your King…Don’t Judge Me…This is just my southern tactic whether I’m sexing a guy or not and maybe that’s why I have so many fellas chasing me and exes that won’t give up.
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7/8/2010
These feelings don’t just come from his dick deliverance. It comes from his words and his actions when we’re together and when we’re apart aside from what he KINDA hides from me…truthfully, I just haven’t been digging and peeping and snooping around. Even with the things that sit before me. THIS IS the only reason why having sex with him feels so good. It’s less about his size, technique, or sex talk…it’s about how he makes me feel when he’s not touching me that when he is…i continue to float from cloud 9 to cloud 10.
“Don’t ask my neighbors”..and..”Strangers barely know my name”……………..so whatever person that’s trying to figure me out. You can’t! Though if you could, you’d see I’m less suspect and more innocent. Then again, you may just rather stay in denial yourself then to see otherwise. The day you can place your finger on something that you feel is not right about me…………..is the day you plan to falsely accuse me because you’ve gotten tired of waiting for me to fall on my face without a push.
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7/8/2010
One of ya’ll said that I won’t fight for his affection but I say i can’t stop thinking about you…reread the post. What I was saying is that i don’t see myself competing with any of his ladies because I’m a different breed AND HE KNOWS THAT…in this challenge for his heart…I feel moreso like I’m battling with the prize and not the competitors. I won’t be doing that. Undresser has to come to a conclusion to want to give this ISH up. I don’t read the rest of his blog because he pures in so-called passion to make them all sound good. He’s a blogger, that’s his job. All that desire and fire don’t be that sweet.
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7/8/2010
And actually, this morning I decided to re-evaluate Undresser because of his blog and stat. Definitely nothing to do with his audience and their comments, but because of his own. I appreciate that it’s some things he’s said to clarify ME to some of his audience YET what I noticed is that he let’s some comments go unanswered and they are the ones that call for him to be honest enough to admit he festers my feelings instead of it being all in my head like I’m living in a fantasy world and I’m sprung on his dick or crazy. Any person that can deny what he feels (or atleast what he pretends real well) for me infront of his people when it calls for it to be cleared………………..doesn’t need to be a guy that I should be bothered with. It’s gonna be totally hard because before this week started, your words were slipping deeper in my heart. I started totally taking on the notion that you just needed a good woman and if you felt you wanted me in your future and that you felt i’m the perfect woman for you…thennnn I’d stick it in with you alittle longer…every potential good man can be inspired and brought out by a good woman that gives him a chance…
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7/8/2010
And my response probably won’t make it on the blog anyway. He probably won’t want what I said to be said. But, Ah well………………………………….EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON…dont’ fight it…just accept it!…always my motto! I still say i DO love you. We’re still cool. If you ever need me, I’m still here. Yet if you don’t love me, don’t continue to say it, don’t give me a reason to try and stick it out. I’m a quality type of woman that only tries to love a guy that says he want me in his future together with him. Don’t blame the mental mind people. My mind is fine. It’s my heart that fell naive for him.
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7/14/2010
I’m a long time lurker of this site. I don’t comment because honestly, I don’t want to be confused with some of the foolishness that goes on. However, in this case I must. Usually when reading your posts I run the gamut from disgusted to offended to entertained and everything in between. Today I’m just sad. Not trying to diss old girl but based on her writing she seems uneducated, out of tune with reality, and borderline mentally disabled. If you look at this as a feather in your cap, so Sir are you.
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July 14th, 2010 at 8:02 pm
why are you ever offended? As for Bumble Bee, if there is one thing I never hang around, it’s ignorance. She is educated (both book and street), but all you can go by is this…which is far from a good example. I certainly agree that this wasn’t written to the level of anything close of what my professors would have accepted, but it wasn’t meant to be.
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7/17/2010
Offended as a woman. You seem to objectify women in some posts. Always entertaining though.
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8/12/2011
This mess is pathetic. I don’t share my shoes and they only go on my feet. What is up with having a communal man??? Do you really want a guy that’s seen more ass than a public toilet? lol All emotions aside, even just for the physical, that’s just too much going on.
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